I try to be a little reserved about my medical related stuff, anxieties and what not, but this is important for me to tell you. Ive been going through spinal pain for a while now. All the time i have to force myself to make art but the pain can be so excruciating that it feels like Im doing slave work instead of doing something for fun.
For the sake of recovery and my anxiety, Im going to relax until December (at least). I might do other things but not like art that takes more than a week, and has to be rushed out every week.
Sitting on a computer hurts me. Sitting on a recliner to draw hurts me. Even my bed hurts me sometimes and i wake up with very stiff muscles. I need to stop forcing myself for my own game.
I need to just be happy with my life. Being glad what I can do: Play more video games, talk with friends, binge watch YouTube and TV, show my support to my loved ones, etc.
I need to stop this now, for my own health. I need to stop being concerned about trying to keep an audience online -- I can do it later!
I need to focus on myself. Thank you all for understanding, my very small audience tbh lol.
Your support keeps me going, but at the same time, I have to stop... For now.